Cross My Fingers, and Cross My Legs
That I get out of this shithole in Makati. Di ba I had an interview yesterday? And since my sis (Who's pregnant by the way, she's married so it's just alright) is going back to Cebu, I only had minimal sleep since I was the one who bought her tickets...Well, I did an errand. It's not that the money came from me. On a sidenote, I thought it was a prank but it wasn't. Maybe I just said it to keep me from losing my cool. My stupid brother stole my--what precious remains--money. It's so annoying, since I thought I lost it somewhere so I had to cancel 2 of my credit cards (Now I have to pay for the lost card fee...there goes 500p for nothing), and the pambaon money that I had (na inutang ko lang din) is up in the air. God, what to do with siblings like these. The one fact that irked me, is that when they ask me for money I never hesitate. I give them, well, a little amount from what I've earned. But, goddamn it, they're way older than I am. They should work for it. Geez! (Aside: Baka pumunta kami nang Quiapo this Saturday, sama ka? Malamang kung wala na namang matino eh diretso na naman sa Makati Cinema Square.)
Anyway, I think you felt guilty about this person because you never lived with him and that you treated him, well, a little shabbily. But I know. I know how it is to live with a monster (pasakalye kay Charlize Theron, at kay Aileen Wuornos). So, maybe unlike you I won't regret it. In any case, let's drop it. I'll just change my tone when we talk of fathers, since I know you love yours so much. ;p
Palanca Season my ass! I still can't finish the 4 stories that I have had in the burners. The Labaha Killer is still 4 pages. Ang Karamdaman ni Lola Luding is still an outline. And I can't even find my other 2 short stories (My God! I'm a scatterbrain, and to think I'm not a bimbo). Whatever the hell is happening with me?
The interview yesterday went, well, let's say a little rockily. But I hope they forget that one embarrassing comment. No, I didn't call the Chinese Chinks. Nor am I on one of my anti-whoever is deserving of my hate. Oh dear, that job opportunity goes right out the window... Since I did a lot of errands yesterday, I dozed off again at work. Something I haven't done lately. One customer even banged the phone on me since I sounded like gibberish to him (Which I think I was, I can barely make out what I said). Anyway, this is the last day of my working week. I am on leave this 14th of February (Baduy ano? Kala mo naman me date ako eh wala naman. I just changed my mind. I won't go to the UP Fair this year. I may bump into some people I know and I don't like.). So I'd rather not go so I wouldn't bump into them. As you may have known, I'm in the mood to destroy someone. I know, I know it's a complete waste of time when I can be productive. But hey, if I can't be productive at least I can be destructive.I'll drag the whole world down with me (Oh dear, I think someone actually said this... Someone I actually abhorred). Anyway, let's scratch that last comment. Since I don't know how to cross that out, can you do that for me? Thank you!
Good day everybody, and I hope this week is full of surprises.
That I get out of this shithole in Makati. Di ba I had an interview yesterday? And since my sis (Who's pregnant by the way, she's married so it's just alright) is going back to Cebu, I only had minimal sleep since I was the one who bought her tickets...Well, I did an errand. It's not that the money came from me. On a sidenote, I thought it was a prank but it wasn't. Maybe I just said it to keep me from losing my cool. My stupid brother stole my--what precious remains--money. It's so annoying, since I thought I lost it somewhere so I had to cancel 2 of my credit cards (Now I have to pay for the lost card fee...there goes 500p for nothing), and the pambaon money that I had (na inutang ko lang din) is up in the air. God, what to do with siblings like these. The one fact that irked me, is that when they ask me for money I never hesitate. I give them, well, a little amount from what I've earned. But, goddamn it, they're way older than I am. They should work for it. Geez! (Aside: Baka pumunta kami nang Quiapo this Saturday, sama ka? Malamang kung wala na namang matino eh diretso na naman sa Makati Cinema Square.)
Anyway, I think you felt guilty about this person because you never lived with him and that you treated him, well, a little shabbily. But I know. I know how it is to live with a monster (pasakalye kay Charlize Theron, at kay Aileen Wuornos). So, maybe unlike you I won't regret it. In any case, let's drop it. I'll just change my tone when we talk of fathers, since I know you love yours so much. ;p
Palanca Season my ass! I still can't finish the 4 stories that I have had in the burners. The Labaha Killer is still 4 pages. Ang Karamdaman ni Lola Luding is still an outline. And I can't even find my other 2 short stories (My God! I'm a scatterbrain, and to think I'm not a bimbo). Whatever the hell is happening with me?
The interview yesterday went, well, let's say a little rockily. But I hope they forget that one embarrassing comment. No, I didn't call the Chinese Chinks. Nor am I on one of my anti-whoever is deserving of my hate. Oh dear, that job opportunity goes right out the window... Since I did a lot of errands yesterday, I dozed off again at work. Something I haven't done lately. One customer even banged the phone on me since I sounded like gibberish to him (Which I think I was, I can barely make out what I said). Anyway, this is the last day of my working week. I am on leave this 14th of February (Baduy ano? Kala mo naman me date ako eh wala naman. I just changed my mind. I won't go to the UP Fair this year. I may bump into some people I know and I don't like.). So I'd rather not go so I wouldn't bump into them. As you may have known, I'm in the mood to destroy someone. I know, I know it's a complete waste of time when I can be productive. But hey, if I can't be productive at least I can be destructive.
Good day everybody, and I hope this week is full of surprises.
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